Болховитин Александр Павлович YOUR GAZE

I go out of the house for a walk
You stand before me
I start to avert my eyes
And you trail behind me



I’m not talking with you
I see your eyes
I embrace, loving not you
I feel your body


I go out of the house for a walk
You stand before me
I start to avert my eyes
And you trail behind me



I’m not talking with you
I see your eyes
I embrace, loving not you
I feel your body



I smell the scent of perfume
I feel a gaze from behind
I left dreams long ago
And this is an unknown parade



Wherever I look
I see a silent gaze
I didn’t have time to understand anything
Where this gaze comes from



You breathe your gaze into the back of my head
You meet me in the night
You’ve made holes in my body
But quietly whisper sleep



I see a smile in my dream
Our unhurried conversation
And a shiver through my body, I feel unsteady
And a gaze, your gaze point-blank
Your gaze follows everywhere
Wherever I go
When I eat some dish somewhere
Your gaze point-blank again
When I drink coffee, whiskey
I feel the pressure from outside
I remember your nipples
And the music, our pressure



It still stands before my eyes
Your gaze and your silence
Maybe in your view it’s vile
That a breakup suddenly happened