Текст песни
There’s a hole in my heart
Outside I am fine
But I feel I’m too tired to hide
I cannot find my vibe
And the world is pulling me down
I mean, I tried
To keep it up
And to convince myself it’s alright
But mind is not a friend
It can hit you again
Harder, than, you thought, it could
From the side at that time, so you’ll lose
And now I don’t know, what to do
I need support, yet I don’t get, who is true
Then, what’s the plan? Should I stay?
Should I care? And should I ask for help?
I feel like I’m stuck and
I don’t know, why should I study
Why should I care about others
Why do I need to be someone and like it, if I can
Burn the bridges and fly away
To the place they won’t find me
Not make love and party
But to kill myself in silence?
I wouldn’t need my watch and bracelets
Think about the future cases
And even make connections
I wouldn’t need any attention
All of my blessings, all my obsessions
Wouldn’t be special, wouldn’t mean anything
I came to the edge of my brain
I don’t want to be passive, outside of the game
And unconscious in making decisions - regret
But it’s holding me back in my hunger for change
And the feelings are weak, only few things impress
So I’m not really able to give all of myself
To the process, in which I’m engaged
But does it make sense?
I mean, I tried
To keep it up
And to convince myself it’s alright
But mind is not a friend
It can hit you again
Harder, than, you thought, it could
From the side at that time, so you’ll lose
And now I don’t know, what to do
I need support, yet I don’t get, who is true
Then, what’s the plan? Should I stay?
Should I care? And should I ask for help?
