Текст песни
I wake up like it`s morning
Tell me it`s not three p.m
I know, you don`t love it
When I go to bed late
And when I am awkward
Smiling and laughing like I am dumb
Feeling so hopeless
As I know, I will never become
Nearly as good as you are
Nearly as smart as you are
Looking for your lacks and doubts
Envy`s conquering my mind
Running into purity, perfection and pride
How can I believe, that you are on my side?
I let you decide
You can leave me now
Don`t be scared
I`ll understand
It is hard to trust
When you always hide
And making friends is not your turf
I have no benefits in giving up on you
I have no benefits in lying to you, too
And I properly select words not to look
Stupid in your eyes as I could
I want to inspire you
And beam you up a bit
But your heart`s already on fire
And a cold iced thought is what you need
And I dreamed
About you
How we`d be
How I`d lose
My everything
Hoping that you`d be fine and free
Your attention is my drug
I feel so weak, when you look right in my eyes
When you hold my hand, it tears apart
`Cause I know, it is all for a while
How to say goodbye
And go home?
Yet I live not so far
Our dates are rarely so
Tell me, it`s worth it
As you deserve more, than
I give you today
It`s gon` be a long road
To when we`re alone at
Our own private place
Telling you secrets
Everything, what is inside
My heart`s choked with lava
Like it`s a picture on a t-shirt
You are trying to listen
Seems like you`re gaining interest
But I don`t know, it`s a real me
Or this type of behaviour is individual
Thus, you`re a special one
And my brain worked out
This kinda strategy
And now I, like, wear a mask
Want to be around
And see your smile
Text you every moment of my free time
And I`m burning down
And I`m burning down
It`s an addiction, but it makes me feel alive
I let you decide
You can leave me now
Don`t be scared
I`ll understand
It is hard to trust
When you always hide
And making friends is not your turf
I have no benefits in giving up on you
I have no benefits in lying to you, too
And I properly select words not to look
Stupid in your eyes as I could
I want to inspire you
And beam you up a bit
But your heart`s already on fire
And a cold iced thought is what you need
And I dreamed
About you
How we`d be
How I`d lose
My everything
Hoping that you`d be fine and free
