Текст песни
I don't really like myself
Everyone hates me just as well
Enemy of my enemy, I ain't living my fantasy
I'm living someone else's, I feel like I'm in hell
Everybody keeps their shots below the belt
I hate where am and I miss where I been
I played myself, now I'm stuck here again
I dream of putting a gun to my head
Pull the trigger, one blast and I'm dead
Stuck in a loop, sit here blaming myself
No one has to feel the betrayal I've felt
I will deny it every time I need help
cll I need is one shot, then I'm out
Struggle, struggle, just to stay alive
I struggle, struggle, just to stay alive
I feel like I'm buried alive, won't make it thru the night
cnd maybe if I don't die, I'll be right by your side
Yeah I'm so over it, I'm feeling spent
I'm over it, I'm done with this
Do you feel like a waste of space? I know I do.
Feel like I'm just in the way, coming unglued.
You can't ever understand the pain that I been thru
But you know me, if I ain't dead, I'll be right beside you.
There ain't no point in tryin
Everybody will be left cryin
Thought that pain had subsided
But every night it's on my mind
I still feel like dyin, yeah
Said I was a young blood, couldn't take the pressure
That no matter what I did I would never measure
Up to you my dear, but I'm still here
So they can all lick my nuts
Said I'd never leave and I meant it
No matter what I won't be lamented
You can take that promise and cement it
Right in your brain cuz I ain't running away
Struggle, struggle, just to stay alive
I struggle, struggle, just to stay alive
I feel like I'm buried alive, won't make it thru the night
cnd maybe if I don't die, I'll be right by your side
Yeah I'm so over it, I'm feeling spent
I'm over it, I'm done with this
