Константин Воскресенский I Miss You, Honey, Very Much…

My second poem In English. It exists only In English.
From the first collection of poems "In Your Name” (Russian: Во имя твоё).

I miss you, honey, very much,
I'm waiting for you strong:
I cannot see you, cannot touch –
I feel sometimes alone.

As a mouse quiet, as sugar melt
With without you.
I hear a voice and soul's bell –
It's making me so fool.

It's dream and lie and doesn’t exist
I've found out it
I'm still alive and still persist
It's better 'an opposite.

I've caught in a trap – I bit my foot,
As could I went my home:
Where you and I, where nice and cool
To live together long.

What happened then, what did I wrong?
My brain by spoon I eat...
Who loves – forgives – as steel, as bone...
You didn't love indeed!

You played with me as girl with toy –
Inflated you my soul:
One match – caught fire around all –
The fire strong and tall.

I'm full of crazy – yes, I am...
I'll never have enough:
Happiness, health and calm,
Laughter, smiles and love.