Текст песни
Recognise every single enemy
Never test my ever newfound terrority
Some egos last forever in steady heat
Never ending searching serenity
You don’t wanna get high like me
Losing myself in sobriety
I’m a recluse of my mind it seems
Never knew suicide was inside of me
I don’t wanna die, i just wanna be free
I was never that guy, I just wanna be me
Closing my eyes I just wanna go sleep
Live alone in my dreams for eternity
Sustained insane patterns of life
Guns blaze in the back of my mind
Run away into the black of the night
Bloods plagued like Dracula’s bite
Pass the gat gat, blast my head back
The Past is jet black, I can’t forget that
I need support I can’t ask my friends that
Feel distraught coz I can’t accept that
I need help, I’m not afraid to admit that
I seen hell, I feel pain when I think back
Mental health is Enflamed, I’m a bit mad
Heading out with a blade cos I sinbad
Heading out there’s purge evolving
On the road where I curb emotion
In the nighttime I lurk alone in
Got me wishing that a church was open
Give me strength as I breakdown
I suspend under grey clouds
Reoffend my resentments
Make amends til they fade out
You don’t wanna get high like me
Losing myself in sobriety
I’m a recluse of my mind it seems
Never knew suicide was inside of me
I don’t wanna die, i just wanna be free
I was never that guy, I just wanna be me
Closing my eyes I just wanna go sleep
Live alone in my dreams for eternity
You don’t wanna get high like me
Losing myself in sobriety
I’m a recluse of my mind it seems
Never knew suicide was inside of me
I don’t wanna die, i just wanna be free
I was never that guy, I just wanna be me
Closing my eyes I just wanna go sleep
Live alone in my dreams for eternity
