Текст песни
You call from that hotel down the river
Saying you can’t sleep in that king size bed alone
I let it ring twice then I answer with a whisper
Acting like I’m calm while my hands shake on the phone
You say you’re wearing that same red dress from December
The one you tore when you were pressed against my chest
I hear a glass on marble your bracelets clinking together
You laugh like nothing hurts but I can hear the stress
You ask if I still taste the perfume on my collar
If strangers ever feel the way you used to feel
You talk like we’re a movie we can rewind whenever
But every scene we lived cut a line in something real
You only call when you’ve had too much
When your friends go home and you’ve lost your rush
You only say my name when it’s late and rough
And you swear this time it’s more than lust
Say you need my hands say you miss my voice
But you never stay long enough to make a choice
You keep pulling that string til it cuts my skin
Then you swear you’re done and you reel me in
Every baby I’m different sounds the same
You hang up leave me alone with the blame
I keep stepping back into the same hotel scene
Like I’m stuck between what we were and what we mean
Got your number on my screen I know I shouldn’t answer
‘Cause every time I do I fall out of control
You call it just one night like it’s some small disaster
But it shakes my plans rearranges my soul
You tell me he don’t know the way I listen
How I hear the tremble sitting in your breath
You say with me the noise inside you lessens
But you leave me talking to the ceiling when you’ve left
I don’t call you just to play the villain
I call you ‘cause you’re the only one who sees
All the makeup left on linen
All the secrets hiding underneath my sleeves
He gives me comfort you give me tension
And I drink that tension like a last confession
I know I’m wrong but I need you near
Even if it means we drown in what we fear
If I come through that door will you lock me out again
If you walk away now will you still remember when
We swore we’d stop picking at this same old wound
Yet we still meet here in another rented room
Tell me are we comfort or are we curse
Are we getting better or just worse
I’m scared to lose you scared to stay
But we keep choosing pain in a prettier way
You say you need my hands say you miss my voice
But you never stay long enough to make a choice
I keep dialing your name like a secret sin
Then I swear I’m done and I drag you back in
Every trust me this time hits like a frame
From a scene we replay though it ends the same
We keep stepping back into this worn out dream
Where we’re almost honest but never clean
If I stop calling will you learn to breathe
If you stop calling will I finally leave
We’re the promise that nobody keeps
Still I answer when your silence screams
One more night one more wrong
Then we swear it’s done
til the next sad song
