Alex Esseker, MESHAPI, NXRTHSTXR A THOUSAND SUNS Original

I split the atom of thought, now the cortex is glowing,
A thousand suns in my skull, every second exploding.
I watch my power unfold and my stomach is frozen,
One wrong motion, and the world’s fucking broken

I’m seeing cities in ashes inside every option,
Every decision a coffin, a million lives in the margin.
No halo, no pardon, just weight of omnipotence throbbing,
I didn’t ask to be God, but the crown fucking locked in.

I am become death in syllables, breath full of violence,
Breathing out silence, then continents die from it.
My shadow bends time, every line is a riot act,
I can’t look away when the sky turns to white and back.

No running, no hiding from blame I inherited,
Power like venom, injected and permanently married it.
Evil by nature or duty? The question is irrelevant —
When thousand suns rise at once… I fucking stare at them.