Текст песни
I wasn’t chasing love — just played the game,
Had my nights, my thrills, those lines half-said
Then you came — like from another plane,
Your voice, your laugh, that golden thread
Your eyes — too deep, your hair like flax,
I thought it would pass — like all things pass
We talked for hours — 'bout nothing and fate,
It felt so easy So real So straight
Like I knew you before, like a first-time spark —
Your scent, your shape… you were living art
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
Even back then, I knew I should leave
Why I stayed? No clue — couldn’t breathe
All those nights in the city, roses I threw,
Mornings like lovers, soft and new
You were warm, alive — like wine on my lips,
And I melted to sad, dumb beats in the whip
Tried to act cold, barely replied,
Left your texts on read, but I still lied
I tried to quit — but I came right back,
And you still took me, no questions asked
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
Thought “With her — no way Without — I’m gone”
Started writing these verses, one by one
Tried to distract — met others around,
But deeper I fell, without a sound
Your voice, your hands, that tender skin —
No other touch could sink that in
When I saw — it was love on both sides,
I broke it on purpose Cut all the ties
Hurt you deep so you’d push me away,
Make sure you’d never beg me to stay
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
But I live with a bullet in my heart
Remember the car? You tried to leave —
But I pulled you back, like I couldn’t breathe
Then we swore we’d kill what we felt —
You moved on I’m still stuck with myself
You don’t know how I miss your face,
How your songs still echo through my space
I laugh, I smile, I joke with the crew —
But inside I’m screaming, broken in two
I don’t believe in coming back — I won’t
I bury our truth in the lines I wrote
I live how I can — proud, but not whole
You stayed in that city I lost my soul
I ain’t calling, I ain’t waiting,
