PISUHA Quiet Breakdown

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I'm tired of being strong. Today I let myself break

I hold my face, I hold control
I don't even let myself feel the pain
But there's a crack in my voice, a crack in the glass
And I sink down to the cold floor

Don't pick me up, don't say a word
I just want to be no one, free of the herd

This is a quiet breakdown — not a scream, not a cry
It's just me who stopped being myself
Heavy in my chest, empty in my eyes
I'm breaking apart, but not in your hands

I'm so tired of saving everyone
Losing myself, forgiving myself
Today I won't be strong
Today I just want to be silent

Don't pick me up, don't say a word
I just want to be no one, free of the herd

This is a quiet breakdown — not a scream, not a cry
It's just me who stopped being myself
Heavy in my chest, empty in my eyes
I'm breaking apart, but not in your hands

I didn't break. I just got tired
I didn't give up. I just fell
And in this falling there's more freedom
Than in the endless fight for everyone

This is a quiet breakdown — not a scream, not a cry
It's just me who stopped being myself
Heavy in my chest, empty in my eyes
I'm breaking apart, but not in your hands

I let myself be weak
And in that is my strength