PISUHA I Choose Myself

Beloved PISUHA is in place…
I don't take revenge. I choose myself

The blow breaks my defense, letting ice under my skin
My anger gathers ashes to forge a blade within
I wanted so much to send this pain back in flight
But this black fire burns my bloodstream with its might

I unclench my palm, dropping steel on the stones
I don't regret for a second breaking these rusty chains

I choose myself, not revenge
I won't let this anger eat me to the end
Your ashes are not mine, I'm walking to the dawn
I chose life — and that's my song

The deep wound has tightened into a hard and even scar
I no longer waste my breath to return debts from afar
I don't throw my freedom at someone else's feet
Keep this ashes for yourself and silently retreat

I unclench my palm, dropping steel on the stones
I don't regret for a second breaking these rusty chains

I choose myself, not revenge
I won't let this anger eat me to the end
Your ashes are not mine, I'm walking to the dawn
I chose life — and that's my song

They told me anger is fuel for the throw
But hatred pulls to the bottom, weaving a tight thread
My forgiveness strikes more accurately than steel at the temple
I break the glass just to keep living ahead

A step onto cold ice. The air rings like a string
I cut the ties without looking in your eyes
It doesn't mean weakness. It's a victory over the dark
I take the sky without stepping back

I choose myself, not revenge
I won't let this anger eat me to the end
Your ashes are not mine, I'm walking to the dawn
I chose life — and that's my song

I let go to move on