STRAZ cooled tea

Slowly the strings are humming, autumn blues are here
No splash, just lazy even from the second bar
I can't revive within my soul that crazy boom and fear
That used to rush inside my head from hugs that left a scar
Outside the window everything is grey and rainy still
And time is dragging on, not like I wished it would
The words have frozen and the useless sounds are gone and chill
It makes my soul so sad and lonely, misunderstood
And there’s a rhythm in cold walls that we have lost somehow
Now believing, then - disbelieving again
How we have failed to wait for better changes here and now So strange
Why didn't thoughts of moving forward feel like more than pain
Again, believing and disbelieving again
The tea is cold and shadows dancing on the wall
And every sound is now so far from being real
And what is waiting in the distance, we don't know at all
Although we gave no hope to how we truly feel!
And there’s a rhythm in cold walls that we have lost somehow
Now believing, then - disbelieving again
How we have failed to wait for better changes here and now So strange
Why didn't thoughts of moving forward feel like more than pain
Again, believing and disbelieving again
We're waiting for the fall - though August's in its prime
We cannot warm our palms with brandy anymore
The draft is blowing through my flat and through the time
And what is next? The winter winter's at the door