Текст песни
I painted my ceiling with the stars I couldn't reach
Told myself if I can't touch them, at least I'll have something to believe
You said "it's just a phase, you'll grow out of it by spring"
But the winter in my chest doesn't know how to feel anything
And I've been counting cracks in the sidewalk
Trying to find a way back home
But every road I take just circles
To the place I should have outgrown
So let the floodgates open
Let the ceiling fall
I've been holding my breath for way too long
And if I'm a firefly in a jar
At least I know I'm burning
At least I know I'm burning at all
I wore your expectations like a sweater in July
Sweating through the seams just to keep you satisfied
I cut the tags off, left them on the floor
Now I'm standing in my own skin and I'm not sure what it's for
I've been building altars out of empty pill bottles
Praying to a god I don't believe exists
But if you're listening, I just need a sign
That I'm not as broken as I think
So let the floodgates open
Let the ceiling fall
I've been holding my breath for way too long
And if I'm a firefly in a jar
At least I know I'm burning
At least I know I'm burning at all
I used to think that feeling nothing
Was better than feeling everything
But I'd rather bleed out on the floor
Than be a ghost in my own skin
So let the static swallow me
Let the noise become my name
I'm not scared of falling apart
I'm scared of staying the same
So let the floodgates open!
Let the ceiling fall!
I've been holding my breath for way too long!
And if I'm a firefly in a jar!
At least I know I'm burning!
At least I know I'm burning!
At least I know I'm burning at all!
At least I know I'm burning
At least I know I'm burning
Maybe that's enough
Maybe that's enough
