Lesia Blanka I don't count the scars

The night keeps painting shadows on my windowpane
Never speaks about the love that turned to pain
So many words got lost between the written lines
So many dreams disappeared with passing time
They all say that time can heal the heart
Yet memories never fall apart

Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the ones we never want to see
Not because we're holding on to anger
Something died too deep inside of me
Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the voices we don't need to hear
We left the past where it belongs forever
There's no reason to return back there

I don't count the scars, I don't keep the score
I just know what closing every door is for
There's no hate left burning in my soul tonight
Only strangers where there once was light
Though it's all behind us now at last
Not every road is meant to meet the past

Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the ones we never want to see
'Cause the love we built with both our hearts together
Still refuses just to fade from me
Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the ones we're scared one day we'll meet
Just one look into each other's eyes again
Brings back every heartbeat we used to keep

Forgiveness doesn't mean we'll trust again
Or walk back through the same old broken door
Some people stay forever in our memories
But they don't belong beside us anymore

Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the ones we never want to see
We let them go, we laid our blame to rest
But our hearts still need eternity
Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the names we never say out loud
It hurt too long and cut too deep inside
To pretend we're still the same somehow
Sometimes the ones we've finally forgiven
Are the ones we never want to see
Everything has passed, the weight is finally gone
We chose to live and just be free