Игорь Желтышев I'LL LOVE YOU TO MY LAST HOUR AND FOREVERMORE

Between the constellations and the dead light
A ship is drifting forgotten in the haze
How foolish now appears that earthly pride
The thirst for glory and the hollow praise

I flew away to chase the distant gleaming
As if the stars could give the truth to hold
But love cannot survive on empty dreaming
When it is left alone to die in cold

And in the abyss
Where centuries fade
Suddenly clear it became
The only thing that was real i have lost
Just to catch a shadow and a name

Forgive me
I traded all our golden dawns away
For this indifferent and cosmic ice
Forgive me
I flew into the distant stars so high
And never noticed
The quiet happiness that lived before
In your warm hands
In our simplest talk
In scents of summer rain
That we left behind

And i kept flying
So far from our home
Until the walls of ice
Grew between your heart and mine

The silence here is heavier than iron
The memory is sounding like the sea
I d give it all to start from the beginning
Just one more minute to remain with thee

I long to hear
The rain against the glass
I long to touch
The softness of your hair
But now between us
There is only space
Billions of cruel stars
And frozen empty air

If ever darkness
Should fall on your mind
If it should seem
You are left behind
Remember
In all infinity
Of starry space
No love was closer
Than your embrace

Forgive me
I traded all our golden dawns away
For this indifferent and cosmic ice
Forgive me
I flew into the distant stars so high
And never noticed
The quiet happiness that lived before
In your warm hands
In our simplest talk
In scents of summer rain
That we left behind

My voice is flying like a lonely signal
Through this endless vacuum and the blue
I only want you to be sure and know
What a foolish stupid mistake i drew

Through dead space of emptiness
The freezing thresholds and the constellations high
My final words are so simple and true
I love you in this last hour before i die

I love you
In my last hour