Игорь Желтышев Come and Stay

Come and stay here
In this little room
Where we always found enough space
On the edge of the universe

You're online again
But not for me
I type a message
Then let it disappear

Everything seems clear
But something pulls me back
To all those silent moments
When silence meant so much

We're not enemies
But we're not together
We're just suspended
Somewhere in between forever

I can't seem
To let you go
My heart keeps breaking
Still wants to love

I'm letting go
But something holds inside
Everything that's left
Of you and I

Strangers in my life
But none are you
I tried beginning over
But nothing feels true

Every evening feels
Like dj vu
I'm supposed to be free
But I'm drowning in you

You're not with me
But never really gone
As if you're standing near me
Though I know I'm wrong

I can't seem
To let you go
My heart keeps breaking
Still wants to love

I'm letting go
But something holds inside
Everything that's left
Of you and I

Tell me is it fear
Or is it love
Why couldn't we
Find our way back

I can't seem
To forget you
No matter how
I try to move