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Saturday night. Thunder and rain
I wrote you again. Not to get you back
Just to know: are you alive? Are you okay?
But you already have someone
You're happy. Without me
I got wet by your door while you were asleep
I didn't knock — love didn't make a sound
I chose your dream over my own hell
Kitten, forgive me. I'm no more. Farewell
I got drunk. Not to forget — to survive the night
Got in the car. Drove to your house
Sat on the wet ground. Back against the wall
I heard nothing. Just rain. Just my heart
I cried. Like a child. Like a fool. Like a man who lost everything
I wanted to press the bell. Just once
But I saw the light in your window. And I thought
"She's sleeping. Let her sleep."
So I walked in the rain
For hours. No destination
Just your street. Your house. Your silence
I fell asleep on a bench
Wet. Cold. Still
And you never knew
I didn't tell you this
Not because I'm proud. Because I don't want your pity
You already gave me love once. I broke it
You don't owe me tears. You don't owe me guilt
But this is not pity. This is loyalty
This is me choosing your peace over my screaming heart
I got wet by your door while you were asleep
I didn't knock — love didn't make a sound
I chose your dream over my own hell
Kitten, forgive me. I'm no more. Farewell
I will wait. Days. Weeks. Years
I will become someone you could trust
Not to come back. Just to know you're happy
And maybe — in another life
We'll finally build what we talked about
For three years
Kitten… I'm already waiting
