Ars, ARS searching

I ain't looking for attention
Sit and scribe the words I otherwise would never mention,
And, my intentions, are a dream this reality
Calloused with that apathy
It's really just a fantasy but
What's important, this music is my sanctuary
And if you ain't noticed
It's more than just your ordinary
Everything is everything
They say to find a peace of mind
But don't believe in everything
Feel the lettering
The intellect and chemistry
Blend in with the melody
An altruistic energy
Sentimental elementary
Feeling mellow thank the industry
Interesting, a modern-day soliloquy
Uttering and bickering, loitering the city streets
Pass the dutch, spark the Indo
Puff that cloud, like my kinfolk
Where you been bro? I try to keep it simple
This what I've become
Jack be quick Jack be nimble
This ain't no man in the middle
It's hangman, rain dance, smile at the end of it
Jack the ripper ish, tatted up a little bit
Cover up them scars but I really shouldn't give a shit
So I get it in, just trying to feed my kid
In the cut, doing work, must be in my melanin
Hella bent, am I lying if I'm heaven sent?
Reincarnate into a lion with my lioness
Start a riot I'mma die in it
To politic with god about laws and environments
I'm really tired and I'm trying to unwind
So I'm sparking up some flower with a little bit of wine
Nobody knows the things that are going on inside my mind
And I guess the finer things in life ain't really hard to find
So I'm searching, yeah
I'll keep searching, yeah
And I'm searching I'm searching I'm searching
And I'm searching I'm searching I'm searching
I'll keep searching, yeah
Yo