LaSlaVa Not in Vain

I'm getting used to all this loneliness
To the monotonous violin of rain
There is nothing more that I could wish
I'm perishing alone, without you, in this pain

The faint sun warmed me, then it seared my eyes
My soul now painted in the shades of red
My love for you turned out to be unwise
And I was just in vain to you instead

The snow is falling now right on my heart
It lies there frozen, doesn't melt away
Perhaps in this whole world, I've died apart
But no, I'm breathing... how, I cannot say

The faint sun warmed me, then it seared my eyes
My soul now painted in the shades of red
My love for you turned out to be unwise
And I was just in vain to you instead

I'll put a smile upon my lips so pale
That once were living, that were once so red
I'll close my eyes against this windy gale
I'll hide the pain, I'm not in vain, I've said

The rain will bring its joy, the sun its heat
The snow will melt, for I am still alive
My soul is aching, can't accept defeat
I'm not in vain, I'm not that kind, I'll thrive