Текст песни
Laying on the floor, try to catch the breath
While I hang out between life and death
My eyes full of tears, but I need realize
Should I find a new company after Witches5?
This story has start in the end of the fall
When a spark warmed the November cold
I chose love over money, as I actually did
I just tried to satisfy my heart and my creed
Then there was May, we stepped out from the bars
We've realized our fate under these stars
I remembered confession and that silver ring
Not fully understanding what this will bring
Well, we have made almost two-year hike
Twas Sunshine Era, but obviously twas like
Don't you need somebody to blame?
Well, you've found somebody to blame
Day by day and night after night
There's no winner we have lost the light
Then there was times, we've call it lockdown
When so many destinies turn around
But it's not the reason for me being blamed
That I left you alone It's not the same
Twas so many anxious wake up calls from you
I couldn't figure it out even though I had the clue
I have lot of suspicions, but I don't want them voice
Stay in blissful ignorance - it was my choice
You can't call me out, cuz I call you back
Between two of us you're the biggest quack
You resurrect my deepest fear of loss
And then Fortune helps fade life's gloss
But we had a choice to stay or to go
Well, you've made it behind my back, so
So, you are a traitor Like son like mother
Then five katastrophe happened one for another
Intriguer, pretender are involved in this game
After fool and liar finished me off with no shame
I summoned nexus, black birds, kangaroo
There's no other way, what do I need to do?
I just need a hard break from this reality
To preserve the last remnants of my sanity
All that long and hot summer I was total high
Maybe I was wrong, but I don't wanna die
I have experienced hell to the fullest extent
So now I can bind it with some special scent
Six days, seven nights rushed before my eyes
While I stared onto the violence colored skies
I didn't stop, till I lose twenty five kilos
But even then I didn't find what I have lost
And that words of my boss I see something's wrong
But I don’t understand what You need to be strong
But I kept silent and smiled How could I say
That the poison of mercy running through my veins
Then I found Fortune, I tracked her back
Dying, she gave me the last flashback
Now I'm ready to put the final dot
Even if our love was the story without the plot
I can not get rid of this part of my past
But I don't wanna accept it either So fast
The darkest thoughts come in darkest nights
Burning memories won't help me reach the heights
All that I have - despair, confusion and pain
Depression and tears pouring down like rain
I still don't see my name on the death list
How can I see a future that doesn't exist?
I won't find solace in distant lands
It's better to suffer alone than by someone's hands
It's not the past Gimme the time machine
I will stop this torture, redone the scheme
But life is not the movie - you can't replay it
So there's only one way prevent and outwit
I'm not became supernova, I just faded out
I made my final choice the pistol No doubt
It's time to call a spade a spade
Hey, Traitor, I'm not afraid
Death is not atonement, Jekyll
I trusted you, Intriguer
I outplayed you, Kay
I fell for your sweet songs, Pretender
I saw through you in time, Johnny
Fool, I have helped you so many times
You still don't understand anything, Gajey
Liar, ah, if only I did it betimes
I hope Karma has got you, Robert
