C.J.Moro, C.J.Moro I scream in a crowded room

People everywhere
Still I disappear
Eyes on every wall
No one sees the fall yeah

I walk through bodies like smoke in the club
Every laugh, every hug, man, it feels like a snub
Got a thousand little lights on my face right now
But they never see the crack in the glass, somehow
Thumb scroll, I’m a ghost on a glass screen
Blue glow, but they never see the bad dreams
Smile on, but I’m chewing on a land mine
Silent in my chest, ticking like a deadline

I’m right here
Still you talk through me
So loud out there
Inside it’s mutiny

I scream in a crowded room
But nobody hears, nobody hears
Drowning in a wave of you
But nobody nears, nobody nears
All these faces, all this noise
Still can’t touch my breaking voice
I scream in a crowded room
And echo back alone, alone

Hands up, but my heart’s in a chokehold
I’ve been fighting with a shadow that won’t fold
Every handshake feels like plastic
Everybody “good?” but the care is elastic
I got questions I don’t dare to release
Got a riot in my ribs that is begging for peace
You can’t fix what you never even see
You can stand next to me but you can’t stand in me

You don’t know
How the quiet cuts
When I joke
Just to seal it shut

I scream in a crowded room
But nobody hears, nobody hears
Drowning in a wave of you
But nobody nears, nobody nears
All these faces, all this noise
Still can’t touch my breaking voice
I scream in a crowded room
And echo back alone, alone

Can you feel it
The silent siren in my bones
Can you heal it?
Or do I do this on my own?
Every heartbeat
Keeps crashing into steel
I’m surrounded
But nothing here is real nothing here is real

I scream in a crowded room
But nobody hears, nobody hears
Drowning in a wave of you
Still nobody nears, nobody nears
All these faces, all this noise
Still can’t touch my breaking voice
I scream in a crowded room
And echo back alone
Alone, alone