Текст песни
I stopped myself from doing it
From committing suicide
But it didn't only leave me alive
It also left two police officers dead
I killed them
Shot them both
This was not supposed to happen
Doctors testfied that
I was having a psychosis
Which means that my punishment
Won't be too hard for me to bear
I have to spend the rest of my life
On a mental hospital
Where nurses and doctors
Are taking care of me
They let me finish my book
And it has helped me a lot
I wrote a happy ending
Just for myself
I feel better now
I am more at peace with myself
Even though i'm still stuck in this wheelchair
But i accept that now
I can never forgive myself
For shooting those two officers though
But i have so many supportive people around me now
So i think i will be ok
Doctor purnell is mentoring me and is watching my progress
I am lucky to have him
Sophie visits me every once in a while
When the doctors let her that is
They still think her visits are too "destabilizing"
For me and that it hinders my progress
I keep on telling her how sorry
I am for making her life miserable every time she's here
She then just laughs a bit and tells me to stop being so silly
But i can see the damage i've done to her in her eyes
Every time she looks at me
She found a new friend
One who is there for her
And treats her right
I'm happy for her
Though i'll miss the good moments we've had
Knowing that they'll never come back
I think this is a good time to close this book
It has changed my life forever
The end
