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To whoever is reading this
I'm hopefully dead
I just couldn't live this lifer anymore
My paralyzed legs made me worthless
And i felt like an outsider
Ever since the accident
Anxiety and depression controlled my life
And there was no way out of this
Bottomless pit
My friends looked right past me
My family abandoned me
Nobody wants a cripple
Especially one that would need your help
Fucking worthless
The only person that ever tried to help me
Was my doctor
He tried
A lot
He is the only reason this book exist
Writing it has helped me put
Things into perspective i think
But in the end it hasn't really changed anything for me
I still felt like shit
And was still all alone in solitude
Purnell, if you are reading this
I'm sorry, there were no choices left
I made up my mind, not everyone can be saved
I had to end my life
And i had to take my special person with me
Sophie
I wanted to keep her with me
I wanted to keep her all for myself
I hope her body is rotting away when you find her
This is my conclusion, this is my end, farewell everyone
