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I woke up spittin' red in the Roanoke mist
Chest like a bellows gone rusted and pissed
Picked up this cough back in the dust of Blackwater's shame
Took a debt from a sick man — now it's takin' my name
I ain't complainin', just callin' it true
World's been takin' pieces, now it's comin' for the whole of me too
I gave you all I had, Dutch, every damn drop
Youth in my trigger, loyalty non-stop
Rode through the fire, killed for your dream
Now the reaper's whisperin' soft in the steam
I gave you all I had… I did
Ain't much left now, just a tired kid
Mary's letter sits folded, smells of lavender and loss
Said we coulda had somethin' clean, no matter the cost
But I chose the gang, chose the smoke and the roar
Chose your big talk of Tahiti on a faraway shore
Now John's lookin' at me like he already knows
Abigail's holdin' tight to the boy while the wind blows
I gave you all I had, every promise and scar
Carried the weight when the rest ran too far
Micah's laugh echoes like a snake in the grass
While you stare at the horizon, lost in the past
I gave you all I had… and more
Guess that's what dyin' feels like at the core
Sister Calderón asked if I was afraid
I told her yeah — voice cracked, plans unmade
But fear ain't the same when you've seen the end comin' slow
It's just another trail, another place to go
I helped some folks, maybe saved a few souls
Tried to be better 'fore the bell finally tolls
Up on that mountain, rain mixin' with blood
You turned away, left me there in the mud
Micah grinnin', gun hot in his hand
But I ain't runnin' — I made my stand
One last ride for the ones still worth savin
John, get your family out while the light's still shinin
I gave you all I had, and it weren't enough
But I ain't bitter, just callin' your bluff
Sun's risin' slow over the peaks so high
I'll meet it coughin', watchin' the sky
I gave you all I had… that's the truth I carry
Now let me rest easy — no more need to tarry
That's the way it was, boys
Ain't no changin' it now
Just… keep ridin
