Текст песни
Let us compare,
The year has passed,
And what do we have?
I'm not impaired,
Clear like a glass
And I'm happy to state
That pain and everything
That followed me during my path
Is now rotting in cold decay
But the only thing has stayed.
It's destructive self-hatred.
Why the hell can't you vanish?
Holding me, but I'm not breaking,
My soul's aching, save me!
It's echoing in my head, I don't know...
Cannot find the time and a place to go,
It keeps ruining my plans,
Deters me from achieving goals.
Standing in the flames as the fire grows.
I'd ban it for eternity.
Afraid it can be terminal,
Don't want it to get permanent.
I want to go home, but wait, no!
It may be the way I grew up,
But not the way I want to grow.
Problems ain't public, you know it.
I may feel bad, but can't show it,
Only closest of mine will go and sew me
Back so I can function and keep on going.
Never gonna leave ""Atletico"" or my bouquet,
Cause I want them to know the meaning of the word dedicated.
For them I will never decay, symbolising the decades.
My motivation to improve, helps me break out of this cage.
Nothing 'bout the flex, drugs, or cigarettes -
With first one you lie, with others you just kill yourself.
For any of the sins you will have to pay,
Anything it takes, it is not the way.
When I'm feeling bad, I just leave the place,
Searching for new space, without self-disgrace.
It has been my home for 16 years of carrying on my own,
But if that shit continues, I'd rather stay away from home.
