Текст песни
So many times I was hiding my pain
Covering myself with a mask of indifference
With the stony face, I continued my way
Spreading to the others hearts a dissonance
One day I threw this mask away
I started to feel
I started to think
I started to suffer
All what I made
All of this sins
Began chasing me
The dark winter nights stills in my sick heart
Filling it up with pain of the payback
But I cannot save the souls I ruined
I'll be glad to end this shit
The only one way that everyone knows
Yes it's forbidden but the longer I live
The bigger cold waves of my conscience drown me
Sometimes I feel that it'll be the last time
I'm so tired
My nerves are stretched
And I can't be strong
I'm so tired
Headaches don't leave me
God will not help me
I'm so tired
My nerves are stretched
And I can't be strong
Dirty boomerang
Has turned right into my face
I'm switching off the lights
To suddenly feel the deliverance
Ready to redeem all of that black things
Ready to get rid of poison inside me
Memories attacking me again and again
There is no return from the corner I made
Look at me closer and you will see only shade
Which cannot escape the maze of suffering
