Текст песни
Never cared 'bout bands, never cared 'bout friends
Never cared 'bout shit, and I'm still fuckin' sad, yuh
Now it's dollars on my mind, dollars in my head
Now I'm gettin' dome, my girl gives me head, wearin' all velvet
Could say I'm sick of living, that's already said
I'm always at the bottom, don't ask where and when
(Hold up what's that smell)
That's the shit I'm blowin', I hate bein' sober
Never cared by motives, never cared 'bout options
To any extent
Why would say that? It ain't all that bad
But why would I lie, 'cause a matter of fact
I ain't got no regret, there are no tears to shed
Thinkin' that it will pass, well, couple years have passed
Now it's two and a half, half dead, half depressed
Never cared 'bout less ('least I got a fine lass)
Is that really the end? This is my final act
Finishin' it on a high note, circle my silhouette
Hopin' that one day I could find purpose in life
Purpose for my emotions, now I'm feelin' hopeless, at times
Feels like I'm worthless, and there ain't no point in workin'
Dunno how much I can make myself go forward
Dunno how much I can make myself keep strolling
I'm not even hopin' it will be rewarding
'least I'm doin' something 'till the curtain calling
But it's getting harder just to be ignoring
That I'm still so lost and that I'm simply coping
Grasp on every straw and still I'm fuckin' falling
To the endless void of, my fuckin' emotions
Drinkin' all these potions, just to mute the noises
Need to cool it off now, 'fore I fall even further
I do this shit on daily basis, nothin' out of order
But I am out of order, and life is out of focus
So I decided to keep rotting simply out of boredom
