Текст песни
I used to live with anxiety
And no one knew I used to feel lonely
Cause my ego wouldn't let me speak
My father couldn't believe
And my mother cried feeling hopeless
When doctors said I died by some pills
Why did I make them go through all that pain?
It's crazy
They even gave me so much love, and I was selfish
I didn't think about the consequences
And now my family is crying deeply
All I wanted was to leave a message
And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty
Cause the sun kept shining and coming out (Coming out)
When I decided to say goodbye
I didn't think about the consequences
I used to show off to my fake friends (My fake friends)
Cause I used to feel like I was not worthy (Mmm)
Maybe that's why I used to feel depressed (Ohh)
Sadly I used to think I had a bad life
I wish I could have made things right (Things right)
By being grateful for what I had (Ohh)
I wish I could go back in time (Time)
Why did I make them go through all (All)
That pain, it's crazy (It's crazy)
They even gave me so much love (Love)
And I was selfish (I was so selfish)
I didn't think about the consequences (Ooohh)
And now my family is crying deeply (Ooohh)
All I wanted was to leave a message (Leave a message )
And now my soul is feeling sad and guilty (Sad and guilty)
Cause the sun kept shining and coming out (Coming out)
When I decided to say goodbye (Say goodbye)
I didn't think about the consequences (Ooohh)
I didn't (I didn't)
I didn't (I didn't)
I didn't think about the consequences
I didn't
I didn't
And now my soul is feeling sad and anxious
(Mmm mmm)
