Chris Kirk Lonely

Im tired of being so tired
Fake people do their shit like blind I aint gotta really justify lie
Even if price is too high
I gave you my trust now
Im feeling sorrow
I gave my my future and dreams - wow and now its just hollow
City of zombies
Im not going going to follow I really feel shame
When people are dying they r still balling
Feeling like holly
Like they really sorry but I dont believe hypothetical things thats why I feel lonely
I feel so lonely , lonely lonely, feel so lonely
Your trying to trust
But still getting surprised
Sometimes I still hope that something's wrong going on with mind I just need a sign
c sign that convince me
That will make me fight for things I denied , I
I've tried to be sober and to analyze
How to get back
Is it sign
In the right time
Or another disguise I am not fallen
cnd I aint like this feeling so lifeless
cin't no time to choose whos the nicest is it crisis ?
Help me to light this
We gotta fight this
Im in high list
Keeping a silence
Keeping my thoughts
Like in a diaries
Dangerous thoughts
Just like a flight risk
Brain explosion
Or just a light fizz
Maybe I might this hold down maybe I might this hold down
Im tired of being so tired
Fake people do their shit like blind I aint gotta really justify lie
Even if price is too high
I feel so lonely , lonely lonely, feel so lonely