Plamenev, Alexandr Tevelev - I’m Defeated. Are You Joyful? - No... Piano Version

I feel I do
Know you so well.
You’re my belle.
Something in you
Makes me go hell
Don’t need the whole truth. Please, don’t tell.
It’s not something I want myself.

And...
Don’t wanna know what the truth is.
It just gives me more bruises.
Weakness…
Is there a strength in my appearance?
From the ajar door – my heart –
You see how it’s torn apart.
Painful…
I’m defeated. Are you joyful? No.

How not to dredge up? And
How not to get vulgar?
Yours that were in the past
Prevent us from living further.

I did not count…
Tell me, how many were there?
No, I just found out
That love and pain are in pair.

You left broken dreams,
And there are no words.
Stop – the wall.
You, how it seems,
Killed love. And it hurts.
There’s no need in life like this. So
You are not for me. And that’s all.

But...
Don’t wanna know what the truth is.
It just gives me more bruises.
Weakness…
Is there a strength in my appearance?
From the ajar door – my heart –
You see how it’s torn apart.
Painful…
I’m defeated. Are you joyful?

Don’t wanna know what the truth is.
It just gives me more bruises.
Weakness…
Is there a strength in my appearance?
From the ajar door – my heart –
You see how it’s torn apart.
Painful…
I’m defeated. Are you joyful?

I’m defeated. Are you joyful?
From the ajar door – my heart –
You see how it’s torn apart.
Painful…
I’m defeated. Are you joyful? No.