Mi Half Empty

Destroy. Rebuild. Repeat
I'm everything you need
In a place where the weak minded feed
Just a push in the right direction
And then I am off to bleed

I am fed up and incomplete
I am half empty, a pageantry of misery
Oh, the agony of desire
I am half empty

Nausea and anxiety accompany the hopes and dreams that I let expire

I avoid the places we've ween
I avoid the people we met
As time collapses and beliefs cave in
I hope I am your biggest regret
Because pain is the price of an annual appearance that fails to suffice

Apologies may seem more sincere than they appear
So I'll give you my word in exchange for your fear
I demonstrate my regret with the hope that you're still listening
I demonstrate my regret knowing that you no longer care
But after the 3 years of hell that I put you through, this only seems fair