Varvara Gone

Fireworks were lighting up the sky.
All the mayhem in my ears.
Midnight lit with party lights.

I kept staring right into her eyes.
Poor me just fell in love
She was in every thought I formed.

All the good things, all the bad things
Forced into a heart-shaped mould.
It felt like nothing else really mattered
than to get myself involved.
And how it would feel like to kiss the girl for the first time..

Gone. Gone.
Everything that I'm longing for is Gone.
It is gone. It is gone.

After several years we swore an oath.
Now we've broken half of it
And the other half is wearing thin.

I'm the one who keeps getting on your way
And I'm being such a bore
Stalling your creativity.

It is such a drag that we’re holding onto this silent deal.
We're not moving on, we're just waiting for
this phase to meet its end.
And I want you to be ready for it.

Gone. Gone.
Everything that I loved you for. It’s gone.
It is gone. It is gone.

Fireworks were lighting up the sky.
And I couldn't see that far.
I was young and couldn’t see that far.